So as no body has pointed out, I've been withdrawing a lot from deviantart. Not posting, not talking, etc.
Well to that nobody, you're absolutely right. And no one has really missed me either. It's funny, you make friends, you post awesome art, but if you vanish who really cares? Not many people it seems. I wonder if this is why artists are usually so depressed? Because no one seems to really care about them? Likely.
And you know what, that's ok! Artists start generally because they are depressed, or lacking something in their life. But my life has been...pretty fulfilling in the last few years.
I'm married to the most amazing man God could have given me, we work hard for our marriage and I love it, I'm working toward my dream of being a graphic artist while still working with the children I love, and I'm genuinely happy!
Do I wish I had more time for my art? For my writing? Of course! But if I have to choose between playing Minecraft with my husband or sister, or writing a scary story...yea I'm going to choose my family. And that's ok.
I'm a happy woman, a happy sub to my husband, and loving my life.
Eventually I'll post original art again, and I do honestly hope someone cares enough to look, but if not, all well.
Live life for you!